nding.
因为作为领舞，你必须美貌出众舞技绝伦。
It''s impossible to be the leading dancer for someone like me, but I have refused to accept my fate since childhood. As I grew older, I had to yield to fate unwillingly.
对我来说，当领舞是不可能的，但是我从小就不认命，可是随着年龄的增长，我越来越只能认命。
Now that I''m in this industry, I''ll do my best.
既然我进入了这个行业，那么我会尽我自己所能做到最好。
As the days went by, when I was fifteen, I did pretty well for myself.
日子一天天过去，当我十五岁的时候，我已经过得很好了。
I am an excellent dance girl at the entertainment parlor. I can live a good life.
我在歌伎坊已经成为一个出色的歌伎，我可以拥有一个很好的生活了
But despite my fantastic talent and appearance, I was not as good as the daughters of wealthy families because of my humble background.
但我身世贫寒，即使容貌出众，才艺无双也比不得那些有背景，有家室的名门千金。
I could support myself financially and even be able to finance my whole family to live a good life, but I will never be noble in this life. The ill-fated girl has an unfortunate appearance. The days went by like this.
虽然我有能力赚钱，赚的钱也足够养活我自己，甚至能让我一家人都过上好日子，但是这一生我永远也不能真正地金尊玉贵，薄命女生了副薄命相，日子就这样过着。