However, could she really be equal to such an intelligent girl? Even if it wasn’t for that accident, even if she was still a virgin, even if she defeated Xu Qianqian and became the queen of flowers. Maybe it’s deliberate that Xu Qianqian gave all these to her.
只是如此聪明绝顶的徐芊芊真的是自己可以比得上的吗？哪怕没有那次意外，哪怕她还是清白之身，哪怕她击败了徐芊芊成了花魁...恐怕这一切的一切都是她刻意让给自己的吧！
Love turned into regret, regret turned into resentment, and now resentment turned into hatred.
爱意成了悔意，悔意又变成了怨艾，如今怨艾又变成了恨意。
Her heart had undergone a drastic change over the past year. She had long since become a demon with the inner darkness. She was no longer as proud and aloof as before. What she had lost was not only her pride but also her humanity.
这一年多来，她的内心发生了翻天覆地的变化，有了心魔的她早已成魔，再不复往日的骄傲和清高，她失去的不仅仅是那份心气儿，连人性都失去了。
The resentment in her heart would increase every time those men slept with her.
每当那些男人在她身上欢愉过后，她的心里的怨恨又会噌噌噌地涨上来。
Why was she a puppet that anyone could toy with while Xu Qianqian could continue to live a comfortable life as she wished?
凭什么她是人偶任人玩弄，而她徐芊芊就可以继续过着自己喜欢的舒服日子？
This was a brothel. Even though the girls from the entertainment parlor are pure and only sell their skills, the entertainment parlor is also a part of the brothel. Girls in the brothel should be equal to each other.
这是妓院呀，歌伎坊只是妓院的一处而已，虽然歌伎坊的姑娘都是清官，卖艺不卖身，但是大家说到底都是属于妓院的姑娘，谁也好不到哪里去。
The entertainment parlor can be as dirty as the mud. Girls are in a place like us. It\''s no use being virtuous in a dirty place like this.
歌伎坊是个如泥淖般的地方。我们这种姑娘真没必要自命清高，况且谁也不比谁干净。
But why did Xu Qianqian have to be different from her? They were the same kind of people with the same fate. People should follow the will of heaven and accept their fate.
但她徐芊芊，凭什么她要和自己不一样？她们本是相同的人，有着相同的命运，人就应该顺应天命，接受自己的命运。
If she, Colorful Phoenix, couldn\''t escape her fate, then Xu Qianqian shouldn\''t escape either. She should also taste what it felt like to serve a man.
如果自己逃不过命运的折磨，那她徐芊芊也不可能逃过，她也应该尝尝真正伺候男人的滋味，真正承欢他人身下的痛苦…
As a woman, her heart was filled with pain, and she was like a walking corpse, but she still forced herself to smile and did her best to please those men.
明明身为女人的她内心痛苦万千、活成了如行尸走肉般的人生却还要强颜欢笑积极配合伺候那些男人…
She should suffer all the things she had suffered and endured!
自己所受的种种徐芊芊也应该一起来受！
Xu Qianqian should live the way she lived and shouldn’t be exceptional. Plus, the boss wouldn’t allow her to