ne and
我知道一切已过去太久
There was nothing else I could do
而我做什么也无能为力
And I forget about you long enough
忘记你太久
To forget why I needed to
早忘了我为什么要这么做
‘Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
就像是我们再一次在午夜相遇
We’re dancing ‘round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
在冰箱灯光下 围绕着厨房跳舞
Down the stairs, I was there
楼梯转角处，我就在那儿
I remember it all too well
回忆太清晰
And there we are again
又一次重回
When nobody had to know
当无人需要知晓
You kept me like a secret
你藏着我，就像保管一个秘密
But I kept you like an oath
我却像誓言一样将你恪守
Sacred prayer and we’d swear
我们庄严起誓
To remember it all too well
要把一切记清
Maybe we got lost in translation
也许我们词不达意
Maybe I asked for too much
也许我要求的太多
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
但或许在你撕毁一切前
‘Til you tore it all up
我们本可以是一幅杰作
Running scared, I was there
畏惧狂奔，我还未走远
I remember it all too well
回忆太清晰
And you call me up again
你又打给我
Just to break me like a promise
只为像毁约那样让我也支离破碎
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
以诚实的名义随意肆虐你的残忍
I’m a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
我就像一张皱巴巴的纸躺在这儿
‘Cause I remember it all, all, all
因为我记得这一切
They say “All’s well that ends well”
他们都说 “结局好那么一切都好”
But I’m in a new hell everytime
但每一次我都像在新生的地狱里
You double-cross my mind
由于你的欺骗
You said if we had been closer in age
你说如果我们的年龄更接近
Maybe it would’ve been fine
也许一切都会水到渠成
And that made me want to die
这让我生不如死
The idea you had of me, who was she?
你印象里想要我的模样，究竟是谁
A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel, whose shine reflects on you
是一颗永远需要你、永远爱你的宝石吗，它的光芒只为照称着你
Not weeping in a party bathroom
我已不会在派对的浴室里哭泣
Some actress asking me what happened
有女演员问我发生了什么事
You, that’s what happened, you
这里唯一不该发生的是你，只有你
You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
你用谦逊的笑话迷住了我爸爸
Sipping coffee like you’re on a late night show
喝着咖啡就像在上深夜秀一样
But then he watched me watch the front door all night willing you to come
后来他却看着我整夜守着前门盼望你能到来
And he said it’s supposed to be fun turning 21
他说 21岁的生日，